hey hey. here i am again blogging world. ok sooo goose told me that i was perfect in every way possible. if this were any other guy i would be flattered [dont get me wrong..i am flattered :)]. but given our so called history...i dont want to be flattered. should i tell c.f.? or should i not? ugh...i dont kno what to do.. i love c.f. he's like my best friend [now] and nothing would hurt me more than anything if i hurt him. but i think i might be falling for goose. but at the same time i still have feelings for c.f. i think i do. im not sure. when we went out before he left for school he kissed me. which was totally unexpected. and now i think i miss him. i just dont kno anymore. my head is.....discombobulated UGH! :/